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an image of the sun showing a coronal hole facing the earth
on Deathwork & Griefwork/on Harm & Reciprocity/on Rage/Poems

a hole in the sun

there is a hole in the sun and it is shaped like Gaza

a young forest in a late afternoon light
Journal Entries/on Chronic Illness

november 7 journal: bring me a song

Maybe not all magic is meant to be understood.

a small dark pot of tea on leaf-covered ground
on Deathwork & Griefwork/on Grief/on Praxis/the Cycle of the Seasons

samhain

Blessed Samhain.

a person shields a candle's flame with their hand in the dark
on Deathwork & Griefwork/on Decolonizing/on Grief/on Hope/Poems

maybe when we die

Free Palestine.

Ursula K. Le Guin seated and turned toward the camera with a peaceful smile
on Books I've Read/on Grief/on Happiness/on Hope/on Praxis

it is Ursula Kroeber Le Guin’s birthday

I read her books the way that I used to read the Christian Bible when I was a young person: sometimes chapters at a time, sometimes paragraphs, sometimes flippi...

Divination

divination: a reading on October 10

Here's a reading using the Maybe Lenormand, posted on Mastodon.

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Nix Kelley

hi, I'm Nix

The sidebar got too big so I moved all my words about me to a page: who is Nix?

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CURRENTLY READING:

I am on StoryGraph tracking my reading and the reading challenges I've joined. You can go to my StoryGraph profile if you want to see what kind of reading I'm doing right now.

CURRENTLY WATCHING:

I am using MyDramaList now! Here's my MDL profile and my MDL watchlists. I recommend looking at my 2025 watchlist to see what I've watched already and what's on my massive personal wishlist for the year.

It is our suffering that brings us together. It is not love. Love does not obey the mind, and turns to hate when forced. The bond that binds us is beyond choice. We are brothers. We are brothers in what we share. In pain, which each of us must suffer alone, in hunger, in poverty, in hope, we know our brotherhood. We know it, because we have had to learn it. We know that there is no help for us but from one another, that no hand will save us if we do not reach out our hand. And the hand that you reach out is empty, as mine is. You have nothing. You possess nothing. You own nothing. You are free. All you have is what you are, and what you give.

-- excerpt from The Dispossessed: an Ambiguous Utopia by Ursula K. LeGuin

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