on Queerness – the Infinite

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the defiance and pain of queer being

Posted on January 22, 2024 by Nix Kelley / 0 Comment

We are so beautiful. Even as we dance and glitter and breathe an air maybe only temporarily free, we are beautiful. So long as we exist, we will always be light...

on Chosen Family/on Deathwork & Griefwork/on Hope/on Queerness

I am one with my queerness and my queerness is with me

Posted on June 1, 2023 by Nix Kelley / 0 Comment

I love you, my siblings. My family. My dearest friends.

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on Chronic Illness/on Mental Health/on Queerness/the Pandemic

fragments of self

Posted on May 30, 2023 by Nix Kelley / 0 Comment

The self that exists in meatspace and on the internet has become fragmented in a way that deeply upsets me.

on Chosen Family/on Chronic Illness/on Deathwork & Griefwork/on Decolonizing/on Harm & Reciprocity/on Mental Health/on Queerness/the Pandemic

I write what hurts my feelings

Posted on April 25, 2023 by Nix Kelley / 1 Comment

The pain leads me to what is true.

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on Deathwork & Griefwork/on Hope/on Queerness/the Work

fight like hell for the living

Posted on April 2, 2023 by Nix Kelley / 0 Comment

It is never far from my thoughts that some of us have already said our last words to those who are beloved.

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on Perimenopause/on Queerness

ugh

Posted on January 4, 2023 by Nix Kelley / 0 Comment

I have been in peri-menopause for a while now, at least three years, I think? Maybe more? I should be keeping better track.