because our choices led us here
I don’t know what to say, really, except that this is so incredibly hard and none of us know how to get through it, not really.
I don’t know what to say, really, except that this is so incredibly hard and none of us know how to get through it, not really.
I think I’m learning that even experiencing a Mystery does not mean it can be fully comprehended. The only thing we have is what we noticed, what was revealed, and how much we can remember and map into our own hearts so that we can keep it with us.
Maybe that’s the best outcome of going places I’ve never been before. Discovering how easy it is to love the beautifulness and culture and sound of a place I’ve just begun to know.
I have no family but the one I choose. And I will choose them over and over and over again because I know what it’s like to choose the wrong thing and suffer because of it.
I’m not sorry ahead of time for how unhinged this is.
cw: poetic imagery of drowning, ideation, hopelessness